Chapter 933 Zen (12)

“Are you all right, Lee Young? Lee, Lee Young… ”

How can that be okay? ’

“Just… just wait a little longer. ”

‘Would it be okay if I were you? And what are you waiting for? What are you gonna do if you wait? You want me to fix this? ’

“Damn… why…. ”

‘Why not? Why not? It was like a destiny that had already been planned. This fairy tale ending was not a happy ending, it was a bad ending. Did you really think a dream story like that would unfold? ’

Trans la t ed by ｊpmt l .c o m An honorary cardinal who has a weak body. It was a predetermined story that brought him this misfortune.

I was living my life as usual… But it can’t be all right.

Her body was even worse after the Day of Resurrection, and she was in such a difficult state even everyday life.

I just pretended to be okay. The Cardinal of Honor of the Church was a saint of light on the continent.

He was someone who didn’t like people worrying about him. Someone who didn’t want to get hurt by himself.

I didn’t want the continent to be hurt, and I didn’t want people around me to be hurt.

Above all, I don’t want Jen to suffer for herself.

With that body, the Cardinal of Honor wanted to find freedom. Even though he knew his body couldn’t take it… he wanted to bring the beauty of the continent to his own eyes. T rans l at ed b y Ｊpmtl.ｃoｍ

That’s probably why he grabbed Jen’s hand.

Even though I knew my body couldn’t take it, I held his hand.

But to a saint of this light….

Did you eat the pork rinds? ’

“Dammit… Dammit! ”

But did you put him in a five-square-foot-long swap? ’

“I didn’t know anything…. ”

‘Yes, you didn’t know anything about Shiva. ’

“What am I… doing…? ”

“If you make me cry in my eyes, you make me cry Shiva in your eyes. ’

His body was in an extreme state like a leaf that did not know when it would fall.

The priesthood of the Blue Guild, Elena, and the priesthood of the Church were guarding the body of the Saint of Light who never knew when it would collapse.

Hambeer meat and honey skin are like poison.

You skinned the hide for a long time and carried it on a rainy day for a long time.

It’s weird not to be sick. Even the smallest things can be fatal. Tr ans l at ed by Jp ｍtl .c oｍ

Plus, I stayed up all night. Still, I’m going to feed you a meal so warm, I kept you up all night.

Ordinary people will be sick. What about the Fragile Saint of Light? I tried my best, but I couldn’t take it anymore.

“Why does the divine power…. ”

It’s not about being divine. And you’re not a priest. Everyone thinks their healing abilities are Sunhee Young or Elena.

“ ……. ”

“Hah… Hah… ”

He has limited options. No, there’s nothing I can do.

You may think it is best to return to the Holy See. I can see you biting your lips tightly.

You can see the Son of Light hovering around in the rain like a waterfall.

It’s like an extreme situation in a drama, and it’s not a strange time when sad music plays.

No, I think I hear it already.

‘Go somewhere. ’

This guy probably doesn’t even know.

You don’t know where you’re going or where you’re going. I’m lost.

“Jen… ” T r a n sla t e d b y Ｊpｍ tl.c om

Of course he’s mumbling.

The startled one immediately continues to talk.

“Are you… awake? ”

“Yes… Jen… ”

“Hang in there. If you just wait a moment… If you just wake up and sigh, everything will be over. ”

“The Republic… are you going to the Republic? ”

“ ……. ”

“Are we… finally… going to the Republic… where we’ve been waiting?” ”

“ ……. ”

“Now… we can start a new life. What… can I get a new identity and… start anew? ”

“ ……. ”

“Can I look at another sky every day…? ”

I was so focused for a minute, I almost cried. I’m so frustrated.

“You can… go to the places Jen mentioned… yourself. I really… want a new life… ”

Tra n s la te d by jp ｍt l .ｃ om He doesn’t say anything. I don’t know what you’re thinking, but he’s probably thinking about turning himself in first.

The Saint of Light looked that dangerous. You may not feel like you can solve the current situation without it.

“ ……. ”

“Yes… I’m on my way… to the Republic.” ”

“Well, I see. ”

Lies of good faith.

White lies that seem to stink.

“They’ll be in town any minute now. So… I need you to hold on a little longer. ”

“ ……. ”

It’s not the Republic you’re running from. Why are you running the other way and saying that?

“Just… wait a little longer… and you’ll be able to enjoy your life as soon as you want. ”

I hear him crying. I feel forced to cry.

“You will have the freedom to live the life you want. ”

“ ……. ”

“You can see new skies, new experiences… new things… in your eyes. I will travel and meet new people all the time. You can do what you want to do to help a lot of people, and you can enjoy life like that. It doesn’t hurt, and you won’t have to suffer this much anymore. With a smile every day…. ”

“Lies…. ”

“ ……. ”

“Ha… ha… You’re lying… ”

I don’t know where to fool the Son of Light. This son of a bitch.

“You’re… lying. ”

Don’t you know you’re turning yourself in?

You didn’t think you’d notice… trying to commit to the Holy See?

“You… know that. ”

“ ……. ”

“Jen… Whenever you tell a lie… ugh… your voice gets a little shaky. You look anxious… and I can’t see you right now… but you must be… clearly anxious. It gets a little… toned up… and it all shows up in action. ”

“ ……. ”

“A good man. ”

Criminal scum.

“ ……. ”

“A warm person. ”

You disgusting bastard.

“Did I… collapse? Did I… collapse again? ”

He is in a dazed state. I’m so distracted that I can’t tell what I am right now.

I really feel like my head has become a ball of fire. My insides are rumbling and my eyes ache.

Is this what your whole body feels like dying? As if he were in a dream, the saint of light was a figure of speech.

The mind is not intact, but what it wants is certain. I don’t need anything else. I don’t see anything else in my eyes.

“Let’s go to the Republic… ”

“ ……. ”

“I want to go to the Republic. Go… and have a new adventure… with Jen… ”

“I’m sorry, Lee Young-young. ”

“Please… don’t go back to the church.” ”

“I’m… sorry. ”

“Please… please. I don’t want to go to church. I… I don’t want to do this anymore… ”

“I’m sorry, Lee Young-young. I….”

“I won’t be… happy. ”

“ ……. ”

“If I say I’m going back, if I can walk again, I’m not going to be happy. I’m sure you’ll be… unhappy. If we go back like this, we’ll resent Jen. ”

“ ……. ”

“If I say I’m going to get back to bed, I… I’m sure I’ll regret it. I… I’d rather just… do this. Even if I die, even if I end up getting closer, a little bit more human, a little bit more free… I want to close my eyes and do what I want to do. ”

Sudden deadline setting.

But there is no such thing as glamour beneath this waterfall.

Probability doesn’t matter.

What I say in Shiva’s mouth is the truth.

“You will be able to do it. It’s just… It’s just not the right time. ”

“No, it won’t happen again. Obviously.”

“ ……. ”

“Hah… Hah… ”

“ ……. ”

“Don’t go back. One last favor.”

He closes his eyes tight. He steals faces with one arm, as if he couldn’t accept this.

Maybe it’s raining like a waterfall. Or maybe it’s the tears I don’t know about.

The rushing sound buries into the rain as his feet go a little faster.

Why is this adult born to this fate? Why can’t the Son of Light enjoy what he deserves to enjoy?

Why is the world so harsh only for this person?

Why is Bennigore giving this saint such a harsh ordeal?

“Benigore…. ”

I hear a voice. It sounded more like a grumbling, cursing voice than a voice spoken for Benigore.

“Don’t blame him… don’t blame him. ”

“ ……. ”

“It’s… not his fault. ”

I wiggle with my hard-to-move body and hold Rosario in his hands.

Maybe it’s because they found out that there was no Rosario around their necks. He shivered in shock, but soon he grabbed Rosario tightly.

“But for the last time… I want to live… doing what I want to do… normally. ”

“ ……. ”

“I… want to see all the sky on the continent. ”

“ ……. ”

“I want to… enjoy an adventure… with Jen. ”

That’s when he stopped.

“Ugh… At least… ”

It stops moving as if it were a statue.

“I… want to live the life I… want for a while. (* Sobbing *) ”

The performance is amazing. Tears pour down like waterfalls on my shocking molten input.

“Ugh… Ugh… At the end… I… ”

There’s no way we can move forward. I heard a word that I could not tell anyone, a voice that the Son of Light had not spoken, and how I could go to the Holy See.

I can’t see his face, but his suffering is spreading. I don’t know what to do, but I think about it and accept conflicts of values.

“I… don’t want to… go into the cage again…” ”

Of course, I want to get into the cage as soon as possible. I want to get into a cozy, warm cage and have a cup of coffee at the beginning of the day and finish the day with a glass of wine.

I want to drink a cold drink with a half-bath. But I feel like pulling more juice out of his eyes.

I want to see him suffering and suffering, and I feel refreshed to see him thinking between the options like that.

I don’t care if I go back right now… but I’ll need another three days.

“Please… Please, please. ”

– Sir.

– …….

– Come get me.

– …….

– We’re heading towards the Republic. I heard about your new project. If you help me this time, I’ll make the budget even bigger.

– …….

– Bringing in a lot of troops. A little dangerous around the edges of Adolu. I’m being kidnapped. You know, he’s in a lot of trouble.

– …….

– I’m standing by on my own. Just for the record, I’m not asking. There’s a military project at stake. Take care of yourself. You got it?

I thought I’d be relieved to see this bastard in so much pain.

– …….

– Damn you, Lee Young. Dammit! Dammit!! Shit!!!! You disgusting bastard!!