Paranoid Love Affair 89
Paranoid Love Affair chapter 89

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“Senior Ji-eun… … .”
“… … You’re just an unlucky bastard with Yunwoo… … Didn’t you?”
“that… … Come to think of it, his behavior is so strange! You don’t think so, do you?”
Even after Ji-eun came in, Sae-byul’s attitude toward Yun-woo did not change at all.
Rather, it is to ask for the consent of the author.
This is to invite Yun-woo to join the attack.
Yun-woo in such a situation cannot look good to Ji-eun.
What Yun-woo wants is to gradually move away from Ji-eun, not to be looked down on with contempt when he hears a voice saying, ‘What are you, such a bastard?’
If someone like Ji-eun looks at you like that, Yun-woo will also hate himself terribly.
From the time I first met Ji-eun until now, Yun-woo only saw Ji-eun as ugly.
Even so, the ugliness seems to have provoked sympathy for Ji-eun.
But what Saebyeol wants now is to make Yoon-woo the perpetrator.
No one in the world sympathizes with the perpetrator.
That’s why smart people are always looking for opportunities to make themselves look like victims and those they don’t like as perpetrators.
It was not uncommon in Yun-woo’s life, but he did not want to witness the moment when someone’s attitude toward Yun-woo was reversed.
Why did Ji-eun dare to put her face in this lecture room?
just pass by Go your own way or go.
“… … tell me why Is Yunwoo even sexually harassing you?”
It was time for class to end and it was noisy outside.
The loud noise they made was only heard by Yun-woo as a happy and pleasant sound.
‘Should I retake the course? I don’t want to see Professor Lee’s face again.’
‘Does the professor hate to see you?’
‘What are you eating for dinner?’
‘Burger Queen Go?’
Maybe they don’t think they’re that happy.
Worrying about homework, worrying about grades, thinking about dinner… … But just being able to put those thoughts out of my mouth is happiness.
Just having someone to listen to is a blessing.
Now, Yun-woo was in the fourth grade classroom with a wall in the classroom between them.
A lonely place with no one on Yun-woo’s side.
Yun-woo’s voice is nowhere to be heard.
It might have been a better day.
If Yun-woo leaves Ji-eun’s house, and there is no one left to sympathize with Yun-woo, Hye-eun will tell her to come to her house.
No matter what anyone says, Hye-eun will believe in Yun-woo.
So, let’s just think of Hye-eun, remember only Hye-eun’s voice, and Yoon-woo was desperately trying to calm his breathing and heartbeat.
“It’s not… … Still, it’s so creepy! It doesn’t look like it, but… … There is only one woman in my head. Only pretty girls! I have no intention of treating anyone else, nor even being polite!”
“… … Who? Yun-woo? Are you talking about Yunwoo right now?”
“At first, I thought he was just a girl with poor social skills, but it’s not. That’s arrogant. It’s just… … .”
“… … .”
“Isn’t it? Classmates from the same class and class did not pretend to see each other and pretended to live alone in the world, and secretly, behind the scenes, meeting only good-looking people, wasn’t it? What the hell do you know about other people?”
Concentrating on calming his breathing and heartbeat, Yun-woo couldn’t afford to speak.
In fact, even if I could afford it, I don’t think I would have made any excuses.
Who among them would be interested in Yun-woo’s excuse?
The truth doesn’t matter.
If Saebyeol felt bad because of Yoon-woo, then Yoon-woo deserves to be cursed for that alone.
Because there are many people by Saebyeol’s side, and Yunwoo is alone.
Being alone is sometimes the greatest sin of all.
“So, you don’t think you have the right to talk to Ji-eun if you’re at the senior level of Ji-eun or Gyeongdae Jo Hye-rim, right? So, what’s the point of saying hello to him that he cares about him? Don’t even talk to me because my grades aren’t good, right? Trampling on people’s favor is not enough!”
“… … Hey.”
“Be careful, senior. No, just don’t date this kid. Even though they seem to be doing well on the outside, I don’t know what they’re thinking on the inside. do you know Is Jo Hye-rim and her seniors comparing their looks and rating them? It’s obvious what these kids think. A lamb like a lamb… … .”
“Hey!”
At that moment, Yun-woo raised his head in surprise.
That short, thick, irritable voice… … .
It was clear where the sound was coming from, but it was hard to believe.
How low was Ji-eun’s usual voice?
When I sat down with Ji-eun, I couldn’t hear him speaking well, so my body leaned on its own.
Furthermore… … Ji-eun was not the kind of person who had such a sharp voice.
He was always, to everyone, a person who spoke with a gentle and gentle voice.
This behavior of Ji-eun was something that Yun-woo had not expected.
No, it was not what I expected.
It was the truth that always grew before my eyes.
It was a truth that existed in a fairly clear form.
But Yun-woo was always averting his eyes from him.
He only thought of it as a booby trap that explodes if he tries to catch him.
A person who chooses information according to one’s tentative conclusions without even thinking of listening to others or distorts received information… … Saebyeol wasn’t the only one doing that.
But now I couldn’t ignore it any longer.
I couldn’t deny it any longer.
because… … Because Ji-eun shouted at Saebyeol.
Then he came to the desk where Yun-woo was sitting, and stood in front of Saebyeol, who was pushing Yoon-woo.
So, what Yoon-woo saw before his eyes was not Saebyeol’s angry face, but Ji-eun’s tiny back.
Ji-eun was not on Saebyeol’s side.
Ji-eun was not Yun-woo’s enemy.
Continue from the beginning… … Ji-eun was on Yoon-woo’s side.
“… … Elder?”
“Shut up. stop bullshit How long are you going to keep arguing that Yun-woo doesn’t talk?”
“A dog whistle?! no! He admitted it earlier.”
“What do you admit? Did you say that Yoon-woo doesn’t date other than pretty girls who are on the same level as Ji?”
“Yes!”
“Did Yun-woo say that with his own mouth? You only meet people like that? You’re ugly, so you’ve been ignoring me?”
“It’s not… … I’m just sorry… … .”
“Hey, what the hell did that admit? If you are so aggressive and angry in front of me, I’m sorry. And… … He’s basically just a kid who apologizes for things.”
“Still, I apologize because I did something wrong! There’s something stabbing me, so I’ll just sit still without saying anything! If you are upset, why are you quiet? Say anything.”
“under… … If you know Yun-woo, how much do you know so carelessly? what? Does he only like pretty girls? You only have a woman in your head? I’m not funny… … Do you know what Hyerim or I look like when we meet him?”
“Yes?”
“Besides, aren’t you arrogant? Were you trying to care? did you talk to me? When did Yunwoo even ask you to do that? Why don’t you just say that you flirted with Yoon-woo because of your greed, as if you gave him great consideration?”
“no… … That’s just saying… … .”
“And bye-bye. Favors are meant to be given in the direction the other person wants and accepts. But did you keep repeating the same thing while watching Yoon-woo feel uncomfortable?”
“… … No, what did I do? Say hello and invite them to come to the event… … Everyone is doing it, right? Aren’t you in the same class and not even that much?”
“Didn’t you see that his expression hardened every time that happened? Did I see you?”
“that’s… … I thought it was because I was shy. It’s awkward… … There are a lot of people like that at the beginning of the semester, right? Then we get together, we play drinking games, we get drunk and talk, and then we get to know each other quickly… … If only once… … .”
“… … Because Yoon-woo doesn’t like that.”
“It could be. But that’s not all. We could have had rice once and even coffee once, but they all turned down, right? No, you can even say hello first, right? How can you be so ignorant if you’re not ignoring people’s sincerity? People are polite… … There’s no way… … But, until recently, I thought he was doing it to everyone in the world, but he wasn’t. Is this a face-to-face meeting or something?”
“under… … Goodbye.”
“no… … Then, aren’t you saying that I was cut in the face by him in the first place? But I didn’t even know that, and until now, I’ve been chasing him like an asshole… … It’s so annoying and annoying… … ”
Ji-eun was obstructing her, so she couldn’t see it, but when she heard her voice, it seemed that Saebyeol was crying.
Because there was a sob in his voice.
It was always the case.
Someone unilaterally swears at Yun-woo and then suddenly starts crying… … After that, the other’s friends come and attack Yun-woo with ‘Why are you crying?’ and ‘What’s going on?’ … .
But as of today, in the situation that has always been there, there is an element that has never been there before.
Someone who believes in Yun-woo and defends him… … .
“Bye-bye. Yunwoo is not that kind of kid. never.”
“… … Your senior is being deceived.”
“Your method of recommendation is wrong. Yunwoo has a soft heart… … .”
“Yes. The recommendation method is wrong. I should have come with a more poignant head!”
“Hey. Do you keep talking like that?”
“You seem to have been very good to your seniors, didn’t you? So you’re on Yun-woo’s side? but… … I wonder if a kid who doesn’t even say hello to me even buys me earrings… … .”
“What do you want? I don’t even think about listening to others. Are you trying to relieve stress by coming to a conclusion by yourself, fitting everything into that conclusion, and swearing at Yunwoo who doesn’t say anything? what?”
“Are you fitting? Isn’t it obvious? Otherwise, why is it that me and my classmates are all ignoring me? Why are you going with seniors or Hyerim Jo?”
“Did you tell me? You don’t know Yunwoo too much. You shouldn’t come that close.”
“No, what, does that make sense? I don’t know him? Of course you don’t know! You don’t know him until you meet him and talk to him?! I don’t see you, I don’t talk to you, how do you know? And, hello Yunwoo! What special approach do you have for saying ? Senior, do you have a special greeting? What, do you say hello in English or German? Or do you use telepathy? How do I say hello to become close like Ji-eun? Isn’t it just a face difference? Or it makes no sense!”
“Have you ever asked Yun-woo?”
“Yes?”
“Are you saying something like that today after asking if Yun-woo thinks your face is ugly? Aren’t you just pushing and yelling?”
“… … I should have responded.”
“Look, you don’t know Yun-woo.”
“… … .”
“Yoon-woo, now you have to answer. Is Saebyeol ugly?”
Yun-woo, who was unintentionally hiding behind Ji-eun’s back, did not know what to do with the two arguing in front of them.
Normally, I wouldn’t have said anything.
He would have just kept his mouth shut and waited until the other person was exhausted and left.
But now, it wasn’t the same as usual.
‘Yoon-woo is not that kind of kid. never’
How can you say so with such conviction?
When on earth did Yun-woo give Ji-eun such trust?
The figure of being unable to control the body as a Kwanla, the figure of impulsively swallowing a lot of drugs and falling asleep in the hospital, the figure of having a seizure while eating meatballs… … The faces of Yun-woo that Ji-eun knows are all shameful and ugly… … .
I couldn’t say anything in front of Ji-eun like that.
Because Yun-woo knew the dangers involved in Ji-eun’s actions now.
It is dangerous to quarrel with people who have many allies like Saebyeol.
Then, how do you know if Saebyeol will harbor a grudge and spread gossip about Ji-eun in the absence of Ji-eun?
In this situation, it is in fact clear whose side would be more beneficial to Ji-eun.
Nevertheless, Ji-eun was on Yoon-woo’s side.
It is impossible to shut up and ignore such Ji-eun.
If Yun-woo and Ji-eun are what they believe, if not the kind of person Saebyeol thinks… … .
“Huh? Are you Yun? how is it? Do you think Saebyeol is ugly in your eyes?”
“No, it’s pretty.”
“Is not it? Look.”
“Elder! So, does he think I’m ugly right now? You are doing this to avoid the situation!”
“Then what do you have to say to him to believe him?”
“I need to hear the reason for the discrimination! There has to be a good reason.”
“Yeah then. Please explain, Yoon-woo. What is the reason for the different attitudes towards me and Hyerim?”
“uh? that… … .”
“Look! You can’t speak! you’re thinking now! Also, Yoon-woo Lee… … .”
“Shut up and wait! I have no intention of listening to you!”
“… … .”
It’s always been like that.
Most people are like new stars.
They never check with Yun-woo whether or not Yun-woo is the kind of person they concluded.
This is because when he comes to Yun-woo, the conclusion he has made has already been very firmly established.
What they want is not to know who Yun-woo is.
What they want is a sandwich bag.
A weak and irresistible person who can spit out his emotions and give him a blow.
No one cared about what Yun-woo was thinking, what emotions he had, or anything like that.
So, when Yun-woo fell off the ridge, no one asked why Yun-woo was like that or what he was thinking that day.
More important than that was Yoon-woo’s dirty clothes.
But now… … .
“It’s okay to be honest. Why are you meeting only us and not Saebyeol?”
“… … The truth is, I don’t want to see everyone.”
“… … Huh?”
“Neither Ji-eun’s older sister nor Hye-rim had any intention of meeting in the first place.”
“Uh, huh? … … why?”
“Because I don’t have any money, and I can’t have fun with talking, so being with me is no fun. It’s better to be alone than to see people bored because of me.”
“I don’t have any more money… … You didn’t even get what I said to give you MTV, did you?”
“Bye-bye… … He doesn’t normally take that.”
“… … Then why are you dating Hyerim Jo and senior Ji Eun? You say you don’t want to see anyone?”
“Yes. But the author’s older sister… … Hyerim called me and I happened to meet you… … Hyerim is… … .”
Thanks to Ji-eun, Sae-byul’s attitude toward Yun-woo has also changed from before.
Saebyeol, who was pouring out her emotions on Yun-woo and shouting at him, is waiting for the next sentence, bearing the slow and frustrating tone of Yun-woo.
“Hyerim is a little… … greatly… … It’s hard to refuse, so… … .”
Paranoid Love Affair chapter 89

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