I’m not a Regressor 224

I’m not a Regressor chapter 224

Episode 224

What is erased, what does not disappear (2)

I don’t remember.

doesn’t come to mind

when, where and why

Did she and herself become ‘lovers’?

‘My sister was caught by Cheon Do-yoon… I used the river to save my sister… Then.’

Then.

What happened?

“… Ah.”

He ruffled his hair and twisted his body.

No matter how much you think, no matter how much you look back.

I can’t remember that day.

‘Did I confess to my sister? Or your sister?’

I do not know.

From a very young age, we knew deep down that we had feelings for each other.

We were so used to each other that we were reluctant to prematurely develop into lovers.

‘My sister and I… Lovers?’

itchy.

My head hurts like it’s about to explode.

It feels like a film that has been cut in the middle is forcibly connected.

Nausea swelled up from the excruciating discomfort.

“Are you coming?”

Ha-eun patted Oh-jin’s back with a worried expression.

“what’s the matter?”

“… never mind.”

“It’s nothing. His expression was rotten as if he had eaten some kind of fish head curry.”

Ha-eun frowned.

“Can I call the doctor?”

“it’s okay.”

Oh Jin shook his head, clearing his rough breathing.

Cold sweat running down your spine.

The pain of having lost part of his memory was greater than the pain of having his limbs cut off.

“… sister.”

“OK?”

“Do you like me?”

“What, what?”

At the sudden question, Ha-eun jumped up with a bewildered expression.

“Hey, you bastard, why are you asking something like that all of a sudden?”

Ha-eun patted Oh-jin on the side, hiding her cheeks that were dyed red like her hair.

He knocked on the floor with his toes and bowed his head.

“What… All, of course I like it. that… Still, once that… W, is it your girlfriend?”

Ha-eun, who answered with a look of embarrassment, frowned.

“No, but why are you asking such a thing all of a sudden? Yes? Do you want to see your sister look shy?”

Ha-eun put on a headlock and clasped her head with an indignant expression.

“… Yes.”

She had forgotten, but she remembered.

The memory of the day when we confirmed each other’s feelings that we couldn’t put out of our mouths for a long time.

The memories of the days when we overlapped each other’s bodies and whispered love.

Now he can’t recall the memories of that day.

only remembering her.

keeping her alone.

only thinking of her.

will live

“… I’ll go out for a while.”

“OK? Where are you going?”

“I just want to get some air.”

Ojin shrugged and got up from the bed.

“Shall we go together?”

“Nope. I have something to think about on my own.”

“Okay. Baby, you’re not even a teenager. Alright, get some air and come.”

“OK.”

I put on the slippers placed under the bed and hurriedly went outside.

Ride on!

Running down the hospital hallway

I pressed the button on the elevator, but it didn’t come up because there were many passengers waiting.

“haha!”

Taking a deep breath, I headed for the emergency exit stairs.

I flew up the stairs.

I saw a roof door that had been locked with a padlock.

Aww!

I smashed the lock by hand and opened the roof door.

“Wow hey hey hey!”

The abalone porridge that Isabella had eaten polluted the roof of the hospital.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck it!”

Wow!

He slammed the railing violently and poured out swear words.

“haha!”

I feel dizzy.

It was as if the picture of life had been erased with an eraser.

Memories that didn’t flow smoothly have gripped him painfully.

“Oh, uh.”

He stroked his left chest with a trembling hand.

The stigma of Lyra engraved on the chest.

The black sky that sleeps in it.

‘from now on… If you keep using Gaecheon.’

Will my existence disappear forever?

can’t remember anything

no one can remember

All the memories I’ve lived so far have been erased.

Will it become something else?

“Ha, ha, ha!”

My hands and feet trembled in fear.

He smashed his teeth violently.

The pain was unbearable.

Any pain could be endured.

But.

But.

But.

This.

“Damn it, damn it!”

Tears streamed down my cheeks.

knew

To the extent that the side effect of Gaecheon is loss of memory.

However, in the corner of my heart, there was a complacency thought, ‘I wonder if only the old memories will be forgotten a little bit’.

After all, it will be forgotten naturally.

I was expecting that only those memories that had nothing to do with it would disappear.

‘You bastard.’

a rush of weirdness.

Oh-jin sat down, leaning her back against the railing.

He clasped his two trembling legs with his arms.

He continued to think with his face buried between his legs.

‘I didn’t know.’

Until the words ‘between lovers’ came out of Haeun’s mouth.

He had forgotten that he was in love with her.

‘By the way.’

I didn’t even think it was weird.

I didn’t even feel awkward.

As if from the beginning, I forgot my relationship with her so naturally.

then.

Doesn’t that mean that whenever you lose your memory in the future, you won’t even notice what kind of memory you’ve lost?

“… if.”

If all memories of Ha-eun disappear.

A life where you don’t even know who she is.

If you feel ‘natural’, you will live.

“… … .”

The arm that was holding her leg trembled softly.

He couldn’t even remember who Ha-eun was, and when he imagined that he would live a normal life, nausea came up again.

‘Opening… Can I avoid using it in the future?’

Heaven.

The Transcendental One who created the Black Stars would approach him aiming for the Black Heaven he possessed.

Can you win against that Transcendent without using a stream?

No, there is no need to go to Heaven.

Even Cassia had so much power that there was no way to deal with it without using a stream.

‘It’s not just that.’

In the first place, the beings that could be called the main enemies of mankind were not the Black Crusade, but the demonic monsters.

It’s said that the movement is less now, but what if the Named are active again?

What if the ‘kings’ who are said to reign in the demonic realm come to Earth?

himself.

Will we be able to protect our loved ones from all the adversity without using a stream?

“Hahaha.”

A laugh came out of Ojin’s mouth.

Know.

If you didn’t know the existence of Gaecheon from the beginning, you wouldn’t know that, as long as you know its power, the day will come when you will eventually use it again.

‘And.’

it will be erased

will be forgotten

Happy memories, painful memories, angry memories. Sad memories too.

They will disappear one by one.

And.

at the end.

“… no.”

A squeaky voice.

Tears ran down his cheeks and wet his clothes.

“that… no.”

If all memories are erased. If no one remembers or remembers.

Can you call it yourself?

Wouldn’t it just be a completely different being with the name Kwon Oh-jin?

‘I will then.’

A feeling of suffocation.

His brain burned white, and a thick fear engulfed him like poison.

Woo woo woo woo!

at that time.

The pendant hanging from his neck shone with light.

[My child! I heard from Deneb that you have returned safely!]

Vega, who had escaped from the pendant, flew away with a fuss.

[Ummm?]

Perhaps feeling an unusual atmosphere, Vega tilted her head.

She flew towards Oh-jin, who was crouched against the railing.

[Why?]

“… never mind.”

[Uh-huh. Tears are clearly visible, so what do you mean that nothing is wrong?]

Vega rolled her eyes and spoke with a stern expression on her face.

[Are you even sick?]

“Nope. It’s just that it reminds me of the hardships I had in the Magic Kingdom.”

[…] Is that so?]

Vega looked sad and stroked Oh Jin’s head.

[Don’t worry. Isn’t your maiden here?]

Oh-jin stared blankly at Vega who was stroking her hair.

“… Vega.”

[Well? Why?]

“Vega, have you forgotten all the memories of your previous life?”

[…] Yes.]

“So how did you feel when you first talked to me? Memories that you don’t know, I’m the only one who remembers them.”

[Hmm.]

Vega crossed her arms and pondered.

Breaking the long silence, she slowly opened her mouth.

[At first, I thought I was talking nonsense.]

“And?”

[In a past life, you and that… Ki, didn’t you say it was a deep relationship? However, her true daughter doesn’t have any of those memories… She felt something empty.]

empty, la.

[But it’s fine now.]

“… Are you okay?”

Vega nodded and smiled kindly.

[Even if the memories are erased, doesn’t it mean that the events that happened are gone?]

“… … .”

Oh Jin did not answer hastily.

Because the things that happened between him and her weren’t ‘existed’ in the first place.

[Close your eyes.]

“eye?”

[hurry.]

I closed my eyes at her words.

Woo woo woo woo!

Along with the sound of the vibrating light, I could feel the soft touch of her arms gently embracing her.

It was not a small arm like a doll, but an arm the size of an adult woman.

“Vega?”

[Even if you can’t see it, doesn’t that mean that the woman who is by your side disappears?]

“… … .”

ah yes

It was as she said.

Even if the memory is erased.

What happened doesn’t go away.

Even if I forget all my memories of Ha-eun, Ha-eun will still remain by his side as it is now.

‘But.’

Oh Jin licked his lips.

She truly believes in the lies she casually uttered.

false memories. false relationship. false memories.

It was not ‘disappeared’, but I kept it in my heart.

If so, are you?

What will happen to him when all his memories are erased?

Will she come to believe in things that did not even exist as if they were and live like her?

“if… What would you do if it didn’t happen?”

[What does that mean?]

“Vega, if you and I were really nothing in our past lives… What do you think?”

[that… .]

Vega’s eyes trembled.

[It’s really sad, it must be heartbreaking.]

She smiled softly and stroked Oh Jin’s hair.

[Even if it is, it doesn’t seem to matter.]

“… Does it matter?”

[Isn’t it the one you know now, not the one you were in your past life?]

A gentle hand wraps around her body.

[The original woman loves you now.]

“… … .”

[Ah! He, that love is not a lover’s feeling! That’s right! My mother loves you to the end as her mother’s child… .]

“Vega.”

As if suppressed emotions exploded, a sudden impulse shoved his back.

Oh-jin silently hugged Vega and sobbed while bowing her head.

[Ummm?]

Vega looked down at Oh Jin who was sobbing and then embraced him without saying a word.

[I don’t know why you are crying.]

A gentle hand caressed Oh Jin’s back.

[Don’t worry.]

Her voice echoed in her head, dispelling the fear that was engulfing her body.

[Everything will be fine.]

A soft whisper wrapped around Oh Jin, who was sobbing and crying.

I’m not a Regressor chapter 224

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