Forsaken Princess’s Secret Bedroom 131
The Forsaken Princess’s Secret Bedroom chapter 131

foolish repentance
Almondite’s turquoise eyes were as bitter as sharp pieces of ice. Alpheus realized in an instant.
Oh, it was. Come to think of it, Alman was the one who knew he had beaten his sister and slapped him in the face relentlessly. Why had I forgotten the hate on that face?
Leaving an indelible scar on Alpheus’ heart, Almondite left. Almondite’s face was full of self-hatred as he turned around.
Alpheus looked at Almondite’s back. He didn’t know what to do. No, I actually knew what to do.
Alpheus had been blaming others, so he wasn’t used to this kind of situation. But now he had to face his own faults.
This was his own fault.
As the man said, Alpheus had not completely forgotten Llewelyn. Occasionally, I vaguely remembered Llewelyn’s voice, laughter, warmth, and scent.
I even dreamed of my older sister. When he remembered his gentle voice, warm arms, and the scent of flowers, he felt like he was going crazy.
I missed you so much that I couldn’t get my memories back because I couldn’t bear the longing.
Rather, listening to his mother, he completely excluded Brygent. He hated his father, and he hated his sister, whose memory was dim.
As Almondite pointed out, he was cowardly. He was powerless and powerless to save his persecuted sister.
So I didn’t want to remember. I just wanted to hate you. Remembering her meant that I had to hold on to endless longing, and it meant that I had to do something to get her back.
It was a very rude and cowardly act.
Love for his sister was a pain, so he abandoned it to be comfortable. Even before the meeting with his sister, he did not find his memory. It was the same after meeting Llewellyn.
Rather, he felt displeased with the strange pleasure that was rising, and deliberately excluded her further.
My older sister, Llewelyn older sister, was the only one who embraced the longing and pain… … . He turned away and avoided himself without even reflecting on himself for his cowardice.
And that’s how I hurt my sister.
“Uh-huh!”
So, this is all self-inflicted. Alpheus sighed and cried for a long time.
“Sister, sister!”
He realized that Llewelyn would no longer come to see him. He blamed his mother, beat his chest and blamed himself.
*
“Hasn’t there been a letter from Peta Kingdom yet?”
“Yes.”
As she walked down the hallway while talking to Tristan, Llewelyn’s expression stiffened. Tristan watched her next to Llewelyn.
She no longer smelled sweet. Realizing this, Tristan suppressed a strange feeling for nothing. He decided not to be jealous of the men who had spent the night with Llewelyn.
Jealousy, I thought, was the ‘special’ emotion that Ernel pointed out. But it was naturally blooming in his mind.
“I consider it.”
Tristan led Llewelyn to the dungeon below the mansion. It was truly hell. A bloody man with a severed arm was sitting at the edge of the prison.
“Are you here?”
The man greeted Llewelyn with a smile. Looking at the caught man, she gasped. How many escape attempts were made?
He seemed to have no sanctuary. The fishy smell of blood on his nose meant his wounds were recent. It was more miserable than Llewelyn’s thoughts.
“If it wasn’t for Ernel-sama, I would have escaped.”
“I’m so happy.”
As Tristan spoke, Llewelyn sighed and nodded. Llewelyn breathes in, the man. I spoke to Joel.
“I heard you made a suicide attempt.”
“Are you worried about me?”
“I came here to see what the hell I wanted.”
Joel smiled faintly at Llewelyn’s words.
“Is life without her any meaning?”
Llewelyn looked at him coldly. It was truly terrifying love. Llewelyn was so terrified of ‘love’.
“The father is going through the pain that the son went through.”
When Llewelyn spoke hard, the Duke’s expression distorted. It was then that he realized what Llewelyn meant.
This situation in which Joel lost her beloved Delphina and was imprisoned was the pain Almondite suffered.
“Why are you like this, Princess?”
“… … .”
“Delfina-sama is the princess’s mother. Are you trying to destroy the mother’s kingdom?”
“Did you try to commit suicide when you heard the news?”
Llewelyn said calmly.
“Princess. I’m sorry, princess. It is clearly wrong to leave the princess alone in Brygent.”
“… … .”
“I always worried about the princess. It must have been hard because you were bullied by that wicked Pamela and by his father.”
“… … .”
Llewelyn looked at the Duke with a distressed expression on his face. But should I say I’m glad that I understand it? Or should I be thankful that I did it knowingly, or should I be more angry?
“But Princess, Pamela has already fallen, and the previous king is not dead.”
Llewelyn’s lips trembled. When those words came out of the mouth of the duke who seemed to understand her the most, she was taken aback.
It wasn’t exactly what I expected. But it was strange that I still felt a sense of disappointment.
“Now there is nothing to trouble the princess. You want the princess to grow up strong, so why don’t you know about that?”
“… … .”
“Delfina-sama missed the princess a lot too.”
Wouldn’t it be great if I really missed you? Recalling the expression on her mother’s face, Llewelyn thought in dismay.
“Why are you lying to me, Duke?”
Llewelyn asked, tilting her head. Slowly, anger began to fill her eyes.
“It’s not… … I know you, too.”
At those words, the duke’s desperate face hardened. He said afterward and bit his lip. Then he took a deep breath and said.
“Princess. But you know the princess, don’t you?”
“… … .”
“If the princess did this, nothing would change.”
“… … .”
“It’s the same with Delphina-sama and Alpheus-sama. I will never apologize to the princess, nor will I ever apologize. Even an apology would be superficial words to avoid the situation.”
Surprisingly, the duke was telling the truth. Does that person care if the person he loves is so cruel?
Then, Llewelyn swallowed a bitter laugh at what she suddenly realized.
“Even a person like that seems to love you.”
“Either way, my heart won’t change.”
“It is true love. After taking a woman with a husband… … .”
“There was a king who played with the government even though he had a wife, so what is wrong?”
Joel chuckled.
“And the princess. We were lovers before you were born, when Delphina-sama was a princess of Thessaly.”
“… … .”
“We just stumbled a little bit. It just brought that divergence back to normal.”
What is it that you were born in the midst of? What is Almondite?
It wasn’t ‘a little’. Llewelyn was abandoned by their love play. Llewelyn realized that the Duke was also like his mother.
“You are really sincere to protect your mother, Duke.”
“… … .”
“Thank you for treating me with pity. But not the Duke, Joel. I will not stop.”
When Llewelyn did not change her mind, Joel’s voice rose.
“This is a way that hurts everyone! Princess, are you saying that we are going to war because of personal revenge? What about the victims?”
“It seems that you don’t care much about me who was sacrificed for personal love.”
Llewellyn laughed coldly. She looked down at Joel’s contorted face.
“Aren’t you kind to everyone? You must not do this.”
“I decided not to be kind to everyone. Did you just commit suicide to tell me this?”
“… … .”
“Because I am young, I must have thought that I could persuade you. The peacock knows it. Nothing will change. It’s okay to commit suicide. But now, suicide won’t change much. It will make my mother even more sad.”
“Oh my God, Princess… … .”
“… … .”
“You look like the previous king, so you are petty and cruel.”
Joel looked at Llewelyn as if it were a stranger. Llewellyn said sternly.
“You criticize me right away for not doing what you want, saying I look like my father. As if you were ready to hate me at any time. If you were really sorry, you wouldn’t have said this.”
“… … .”
“You are also a hypocrite. Be honest. Actually, you hated me as your mother and father’s daughter.”
Seeing his mother’s cruelty, this man still loves his mother. It must have been that Joel also thought that Llewelyn was a person who ‘can be treated that way’.
Even if Llewelyn was hurt by her mother, she didn’t care, would mean that this person didn’t really like her that much.
“No, Duke, Joel. You better be honest.”
Joel sighed after hearing that. He knew why Llewelyn was angry. However, he has completely ignored that anger.
Llewelyn’s two eyes reflected her ugliness. However, he decided not to pretend to reflect any more in front of Llewelyn. I just decided to convince Llewelyn for Delphina.
“Princess, please understand your mother. Do you know how you were born? The previous king told Princess Delphina… … .”
“Not very novel, Duke.”
When Llewelyn stopped talking, the Duke asked urgently. I had to shake Llewelyn somehow.
“Alman, does Alman know this? That I am trapped like this.”
“… … .”
“Looking at his face, he doesn’t seem to know. I wonder what he will do if he finds out about this. I left his arm intact.”
Llewelyn’s heart was beating fast. But she said calmly.
“It doesn’t really matter if Alman finds out about your plight and resents me.”
“… … .”
“Because I don’t want to be like you.”
Joel looked at Llewelyn in despair. he said, biting his teeth.
“How many innocent people must be harmed because of your vengeance.”
“… … .”
“Only out of vengeance, I will trample the country of Ammon… … . He resembles his father and is like a cruel human being… … !”
Ignoring Joel’s words, stricken with evil, Llewelyn left the room.
*
Tristan and Llewelyn left the room. She bowed her head and pondered.
‘How many innocent people must be harmed because of your vengeance.’
Thessaly and Brygent will now go to war. How many people will be harmed?
Llewelyn, out of vengeance, wanted to destroy the country her mother loved and longed for, and their comfortable home.
Just like my mother did to me. I wanted to thoroughly destroy my mother’s sanctuary.
There was nothing wrong with Joel’s words.
Would you like to stop now?
Llewelyn was worried. But he still hated and hated them.
Llewelyn bit her lip.
“Llewellyn!”
At that moment, Ernel appeared, calling her name sweetly. Llewelyn’s eyes widened in surprise.
“Wow, what?”
“I am a resident here. Thank you for coming. Welcome, Llewellyn.”
Come to think of it, Ernel was forced to sit down in Tristan’s house. But if he welcomes you like a homeowner… … .
Llewelyn glanced at Tristan’s gaze. Tristan surprisingly did not say anything about Ernel’s residence. He spoke quietly to Llewelyn.
“Don’t pay attention to the words of the previous duke.”
“what?”
“Now I know what the princess is planning. However, do not deny that they did it first.”
Ernel opened her eyes and looked at Llewelyn and Tristan alternately.
“It’s not wrong.”
Llewellyn said. Tristan sighed.
“How can they be innocent of such acts, carrying the lives of innocent people on their backs?”
It was then that Ernel seemed to realize what had happened. He looked towards the dungeon and narrowed his eyes.
“Ernel.”
“Yes.”
He smiled brightly and enjoyed Llewelyn’s smile. Ernel asked.
“Llewellyn, by the way, when are you planning to lift the curse?”
to break the curse? Tristan looked at Llewelyn. Llewellyn smiled.
“I plan on doing it soon. I’m still here to tell the story.”
Llewelyn said kindly.
The Forsaken Princess’s Secret Bedroom chapter 131

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