I Become a Doting Father 244
I Become a Doting Father chapter 244
Boom boom.
The outgoing button you pressed after a long thought.
Tee. Tee. Tee. Tee. Tee.
Several phone calls rang the eardrum.
Since then, a low-lying, tired-looking voice has been heard.
“Hello.”
I heard this voice at the funeral.
There wasn’t.
I happened to say hello first instead of introducing myself.
“Hello.”
“Who are you?”
In a way, it was natural to ask who it was.
Because I just got my grandmother’s number and called without notice.
There’s no way that Yun Ho will tell you my new number.
“It’s Juwon. Juwon.”
There was no other way but to say the name. Fortunately, Kim Yun-ho seemed to have noticed right away.
I felt a change in my drowsy voice
That’s why.
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“…JOOWON?”
“Yes, uncle.”
A certain amount of silence. My uncle Kim Yun Ho opened his mouth first.
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“Yes, it’s been a while, Joowon.”
“Can you talk on the phone?” If you’re working, I’ll call you back in the evening.”
“It’s okay. I’m on vacation.”
“Are you on vacation?”
“Yes.”
I can’t believe your voice looks so tired while on vacation.
Maybe this is the usual voice of my uncle.
Well, that wasn’t the point.
“I’m calling you because there’s something special.”
It’s me.”
“Okay.”
“I just wanted to say thank you. I heard it from my grandmother. What happened on New Year’s Day.”
Yun Ho’s short answer.
“I see.”
“Yes.”
“It wasn’t something to call like this. It’s not going to be so pleasant for you to talk to me on the phone, and…”
He continued with a smile.
“You saw me at the funeral.” I’m not a good person to say thank you.”
“At least you didn’t do anything bad.”
“It’s also a bad thing to watch a child get hurt. And I didn’t just watch.”
“What?”
“You remember, right? I brought that kid.”
There’s no way you can’t remember.
Every single scene of that day is vivid in my mind.
It was definitely Kim Yun-ho who entered the funeral hall holding Yeondoo’s hand.
Did something happen in their time that I don’t know?
“I got the hang of it as soon as I saw it. The fact that I’m not in a normal state. How sad he cried the whole time he drove and brought him back.”
Kim Yun-ho told me about Yeondoo that I didn’t see.
Then he added a question.
“When I saw that, I knew what I was going to do.”
Huh?
I didn’t ask you to answer. Immediately, Kim Yun-ho’s words continued.
“It’s the same as the funeral.” I didn’t do anything. I didn’t wipe away my tears, stroke my head, or say a word of warm.”
“Why?”
“I’m afraid he’ll follow me. Then things will go weird.”
Kim Yun-ho’s meaning was simple. Doing nothing doesn’t mean you can get indulgence.
Because it hurt Yeondoo.
After that, he said.
“So you don’t have to thank me, Joo Won. And… I’m sorry. Because I hurt your daughter.”
It was not a story that could be heard comfortably.
Because I was listening to Yeondoo who was sick that I didn’t know.
But one thing was definitely felt.
“Truth.”‘
My uncle’s apology was sincere.
Then I also needed to talk about my true feelings.
“I’ll take your apology, uncle. And…” “But I’m
A voice that seems a little surprised by my unchanging attitude.
“What?”
“Anyway, you stepped up for me and Yeondoo on New Year’s Day. It was then and now it’s now. Just because you heard something you didn’t know doesn’t mean you won’t be grateful this time.”
“Haha…”
There was a subtle laugh. Since then, Kim Yun-ho has said.
“A child is a child.”
I replied to an unknown English word.
“What?”
“No, just because. I thought we looked alike. With my sister.”
“If it’s you… Are you talking about your mom?”
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Usually, if I resemble my mom, I would take it as a compliment.
Coming out at this time, it was ambiguous whether it was a compliment or not.
The following words were even more so.
“And Juwon, you…” I think there’s something that looks like me.”
Naturally, a question came out.
“With my uncle?”
“…I didn’t know you’d hate it so much. Well, it’s understandable that you don’t like it. “I’m sorry for swearing at you.”
“No, it’s not like that…””
“Haha, I’m just kidding.”
Did you think he’d joke around? What do you mean you’re swearing severely because you look like yourself?
It feels like self-study is more severe than me in the past.
I smiled and said.
“No, that’s right.”
“Huh?”
“I thought about it, too. There’s a similar spot.”
“Really? It’s an honor.”
“Why?”
“I just said it.”
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We’ve been talking about serious things. Somehow, it was a phone call that seemed to have been somewhat resolved.
Anyway, I said what I wanted to say.
“If you have a chance, let’s have a meal together.”
“Will it be okay?”
“It’s just me.”
“Okay. See you later.”
Lastly, I want to say something.
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“If you have a chance, please apologize to Yeondoo later”.
“Yo.”
“I really can’t do that.”
I know you don’t want to apologize.
There is. Rather, I’m saying this in consideration of Yeondoo’s position.
“Feeling rejected.”
Yeondoo can feel rejected by her uncle.
I didn’t really want that kind of situation either.
So I added a word.
“If Yeondoo wants to.”
“Okay.”
It ended like this. The call with uncle Kim Yun-ho, who was a little different from what I thought.
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As soon as the call ended, I grabbed a brush.
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The one on the easel is none other than an art contest picture.
The theme of the painting, as I said before, was the emotion of that day.
“The first day I met Yeondoo.”
The reason why I grabbed the brush right after I finished talking to my uncle was simple.
It became clearer through the phone call.
Peel it.
What I was trying to express was not just beautiful things.
“Yeon-du, who was trembling sitting next to me, the conversations she was talking about in front of me, and the feelings I felt in them.”
I wanted to express everything in color.
There were no restrictions. There were no boundaries or frameworks.
The inside of the square paper was a space where I could pour everything out.
Slip.
.
I got to know better through the conversation just now.
About a person named Kim Yunho who was sitting on the edge of that place that day…
Also, the appearance of Yeondoo that I haven’t seen.
Accordingly, the picture on the paper changed and changed.
In other words, slowly.
A new color fluctuated above the place where it was just intended to be painted black.
Like struggling to reveal one’s color.
My emotions also wriggled.
“Black, gray, blue, red, white.”
Various colors intersected and confronted.
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I couldn’t miss a single thing.
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So, I want to be able to face that day.
Because I couldn’t.
What Yeondoo said was her favorite.
The day.
Deeper, clearer, clearer. More gracefully.
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The hand holding the brush became faster and faster, and eventually danced on the paper.
There was no burden in my mind.
It was my first time drawing. What makes me feel so liberated is…
“Drawing emotions.”
In a way, what I’ve drawn so far…
It was the most abstract picture of the rim. I’m not drawing something clear.
I’ll peel it.
Contradictoryly, it made me the most free.
The fact that it’s not fixed.
“The destination is not set.”
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The perfect utopia of this painting, the end, is undecided.
Should I say that it creates a path in real time?
I don’t know where to go, but there was no hesitation in going.
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For a long time, I focused my whole mind on brushes and paper.
Took.
I put down the brush.
“Whoo…”
Dizziness of exhaling for a long time, drooping body, and headache.
This was because he focused his mind so much that he lost strength.
I looked at the picture with my stinging eyes.
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A small smile that spreads around your mouth.
“As expected, I don’t know.”
I don’t know if it will reach the viewer. The persimmon I was trying to convey through the picture.
Affection.
But one thing.
I didn’t hide it.
That he drew without hiding any emotions.
I could definitely say that one thing.
I looked up at the calendar.
‘… Good.
The application period for the contest work is just around the corner.
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It’s already weekend. After getting ready to go out, I sat on the sofa with Yeondoo.
“Let’s watch it”.
“Yes…”
[Areum’s Beauty] It’s one of the few channels I subscribed to.
As you know, it was a channel dealing with ‘beauty’.
I entered the channel to watch the video with Yeondoo. I usually watch it, but there was a reason to watch this video.
“Since Yeondoo and Sieun appear.”
In EDEN’s studio, Arum will style Yeondoo and Sieun’s hair.
I didn’t miss it and filmed it.
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I sent a video to Ahreum to post on YouTube.
Click.
At the same time as the click, the video played. After the short intro, Arum waved her hand and greeted her.
“Thank you for coming to ARUM’s beauty show”.
Everyone, welcome! Beautiful.
It’s disappointing if this doesn’t come out. It’s a greeting and buzzword made by Ahreum. Beautiful.
These days, Yeondoo was also a favorite.
“Beautiful…”
Look at this. Yeondoo also responds by waving her hand.
After that, the video was played in earnest.
First, the appearance of Beauty grooming Yeondoo’s hair.
“Pucca hair is…” This is how you do it. Divide your bangs into a 5:5 part. Tie it high and turn it up. Like this!
“I see.”
“And this is the point!” Take out your hair and let it flow down to the side. what about
“What?”
“Oh… It’s really pretty.”
“You can do it, too!” “You’re so talented!”
“Haha, thank you.” I should try it when I get home.”
Somehow, I was in charge of the reaction.
It was very good to watch the video because he kept explaining it to me while trimming it.
Basically, Ahreum’s channel is a channel that informs subscribers of beauty.
That’s why.
Meanwhile, Yeondoo couldn’t take her eyes off the video with her mouth open.
Seeing his hair becoming Pucca hair.
“Elegant…”
“You’re pretty, Yeondoo.”
“Yes.”
“I’ll make it for you later.” Pucca hair.”
Yeondoo, who asks with round swollen eyes.
“Really?”
“Of course. My dad has golden hands.”
“Hehe… Right!”
I hope you understand this much. If you watch it once, you’ll follow along.
There was no god, but not anymore.
“Because there’s this video.”
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For me, it was the same as the Pucca hair textbook.
If I watched the video and practiced, I could do it enough.
It’s hard to say it myself, but I’m confident in my craftsmanship.
“Sieun’s hair is easier.” If you curl your hair in C curls…
C-curl. Let’s see this and try it.
By the way, I can feel it while watching the video.
That’s actually…
You’re really good now. Video editing.
“From lines to various effects.”
There was no part where I felt uncomfortable while watching.
It takes a day, but in the end, the quality of the video is important.
In that sense, Ahreum proved it.
Efforts never betray you.
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“It’s really fun…”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
Yeondoo continued to talk to me.
“Dad.”
“Huh?”
“Yeondoo, do you want to see the sun too?”
“What?”
“Pucca hair.”
“..?”
Surprised, I opened my mouth.
“To your dad?”
“Yes.”
“Pucca hair”?
I asked back, but it was Yeondoo’s nod that came back.
Yeondoo looking at me with innocent eyes,
I couldn’t say no when I saw that expression.
“But I can’t say that it’s possible.”
I can’t imagine. No, I don’t even want to imagine it.
The way I did Pucca hair. Eventually, I gave a realistic answer.
“But Yeondoo.” My dad’s hair is too short to do Pucca hair.
“Ah!”
“There won’t be any hair to tie up.”
Fortunately, Yeondoo looked convinced.
“So… If my hair is long, make it pretty for me, Yeondoo. Okay?”
It won’t be that long.
I swallowed it hard.
Yeondoo replied with a bright smile.
“Yes!”
“Haha, okay.”
I’m going to smoothly move on.
Slip.
As I lower the screen, I can see the beautiful channel’s comment box.
– Thank you. – Thanks to you, Ppukayeon.
I healed my eyes with Duro. Beautiful! Following the L New Year’s video,
Carrie…
L really likes you. I agree with L. I feel brighter when I look at it.
Is it because I’m close to Chorok? Is she cute because she’s close to Yeondoo? Or is it both? L set! Dime kkkkkk.
You’re really good at explaining, too. So that it fits right into my ears. It’s like rice cake.
Yeondoo and Sieun are so pretty… Crying…
Where did you go with that pretty look? Take me with you.
Only Green’s voice comes out in this video. I want to see your face.
L’Yeondu Pucca hair! (feat. green) Can I look forward to it, green? (Laughs)
L Yeondu will do Pucca hair and Green will wear a gat. (Sigh.
It was a short time, but I felt like I was looking at the comments section of Yeondoo Tube.
Smiling, I moved my hand.
– Thank you, Areum. Way to go!
I left a short comment. Yeondoo is smiling from the side while watching it.
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Now that I’ve seen the video, it’s time to go out, which I’ve put off.
“Shall we go now, Yeondoo?”
“Yes…”
“What are we going to do?”
“…boongboong!”
Yeondoo shouted in an excited voice.
“I’m going to buy a pretty Bung-Bung…”
Yeah. It was literally. Since I finally made up my mind today,
Peel it.
He decided to buy a mask with Yeondoo for a long time.
Squeak.
I took a step out of the front door with excitement.
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