I Become a Doting Father 216
I Become a Doting Father chapter 216
Late night on December 25th, when darkness came over time.
Yeondoo and I lay side by side on the bed.
Yeondoo’s eyes are swollen even after a long time of crying.
That’s understandable. I cried really hard.
“Are you okay, Yeondoo?””
“Yes, I’m fine!”
Yeondoo smiled and answered.
I didn’t even ask you what was okay, but you understood and answered perfectly.
My eyes were swollen, but I was glad that they seemed to regain vitality.
Looking at the ceiling naturally reminded me of the previous memory.
I sat in front of the tree and talked a lot with Yeondoo.
No, it would be right to say that you heard the story exactly.
I have talked to Yeondoo many times before.
Even if it’s every day, it’s not a lie. Because I talk to Yeondoo every single day.
But today’s conversation felt a little different, no, a lot different.
“It was my first time.”
It was the first time that Yeondoo directly took out and showed the wounds of the past.
In fact, it was a story that I wanted to hear several times before.
I didn’t know anyone else, but I wanted you to tell me anything without hiding it.
Now that I’ve heard about it.
The painful feelings were greater than the joy of finally telling them.
As much as I talk directly, Yeondoo’s wound also directly touched me.
Throughout the conversation, Yeondoo couldn’t stop crying.
Whenever I talked about something, my face turned blue.
I couldn’t express my feelings for Yeon-du in words. Should I say that I personally felt what it felt like to say that “my heart is collapsing?”
But I didn’t express my feelings.
I held out. So that Yeondoo can talk about everything.
Nevertheless, I didn’t hear everything.
At some point, Yeondoo buried her head and stopped talking.
Maybe what I heard is just a part of the iceberg.
But I didn’t want to hear more.
“Because it was enough.”
It was enough for Yeondoo to take out the wound and show it.
To be honest, at the time,
I was also the limit.
I should say that I wasn’t confident in maintaining my facial expression.
I just talked with the sobbing soft green in my arms.
“It’s okay, Yeondoo.” If you’re tired, you don’t have to talk more. And…
I added another word.
“It’s not Yeondoo’s fault.”
I remember I burst into tears once again when I heard that.
Anyway, such a painful and meaningful time has passed.
It’s time to go to sleep.
I smiled and asked.
“Do you like it that much?””
“Yes! This is the second thing Yeondoo likes…”
What Yeondoo was talking about was the seventh gift, a light green camera.
I’ve been touching him to see if he likes it.
Anyway, the second one? Doubtful, I asked.
“If you like the camera the second time…” Is there a present that you like most, Yeondoo?
Yeondoo answered with a nod.
“Yes! A letter from Santa Claus…””
I cried so much when I saw that letter.
I felt something strange at the sight of choosing it as my favorite gift.
In the midst of that, Yeondoo’s voice continued.
“Yeondoo put it in the secret box…””
“In the secret box?”
I suddenly became curious about something.
“What’s in the secret box, Yeondoo?”
I heard an answer without a moment.
“The Yeondoo illustration drawn by my dad, the Yeondoo couplety drawn by my dad, and the letter from Santa Claus!””
In an instant, a few flowed out.
It’s fascinating that you didn’t skip any of this.
Come to think of it.’
All of them were things with memories related to me.
If I have to choose the one that’s not, it’s a letter from Santa Claus that came out at the end. In fact, I wrote that, too, so I can say that it’s related to me.
“Should I like this or not?”
I feel good, but I’m a little worried if I think deeply.
I thought you only have memories with me.
I should help you make it in the future.
Yeondoo’s expression as if she remembered something.
Is there something in the secret box that I forgot to tell you? Looking at me, Yeondoo continued to talk.
“I even wrote Jooyeon’s illustration…” I’m upset because I gave it to you last time…”
“Haha, did you?””
“Yes. A picture of value between dad and Yeondoo…”
He doesn’t leave out things that are out of the box.
With admiration, I reached out and swept down Yeondoo’s hair.
Yeondoo smiled and suddenly stretched out her fingers one by one.
“1, 2…” 9, 10…
Yeondoo counts to ten and opens her mouth in admiration alone.
I asked with a puzzled look.
“What are you doing, Yeondoo?””
“It’s 10!” Yeondoo got a gift from her dad and Santa Claus. Wow…
Is that so? Let’s see. flowers and cakes as gifts.
There are 7 presents on the tree, so there are 9 in total.
By the way, if you say Santa’s hat is a gift, it’s
“Wow, there are really ten.” I received a lot of Yeondoo’s gifts.”
He pretended to be surprised and turned his head.
But for some reason, Yeondoo’s expression looking at me was subtle.
“Is it okay? Yeondoo got it so easily…”
I heard it when I gave flowers. I was going to say it like this then, but now I can answer it more clearly.
“It’s okay. I already got it.””
“…Is that true?” To whom…?
“Hmm, I don’t know”.
I tried hard to swallow the word “Yeon-du to you.”
Actually, I received two gifts this Christmas.
Yeondoo’s happy smile and Yeondoo’s sincerity.
I can’t compare it.
It was a valuable gift that could not be compared to anything else.
Yeondoo fell asleep with her body curled up.
“It’s not good to sleep like this.”
He was tall and didn’t strain his body when he slept straight.
What’s funny is that I can’t sleep well in the right posture.
For some reason, Yeondoo couldn’t stay still.
Yeondoo, who talks in her sleep when she corrects her posture.
Seeing him sleep straight, I felt at ease.
You’re so funny even though you’re not sleeping? I want to say a word to those who ask like that.
‘I know when I become a parent.
In my opinion, some contradiction was a virtue as a parent.
I want my child to resemble my strengths and weaknesses, so I don’t want them to resemble each other.
Well, let’s stop being arrogant.
Here you go to sleep.
“It hasn’t been long since I became a parent.”
Wouldn’t it be very pathetic to see parents who have raised their children for a long time?
Anyway, is it because I heard this from Yeondoo earlier? I couldn’t sleep well because I was restless.
“In many ways.”
I thought I would never forget this Christmas.
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After tossing and turning for a long time, I took out my cell phone.
Connecting to Yeondoo Tube, which has become a habit now.
At the same time as the channel came to mind, I remembered the fact I had forgotten
“It’s the day of settlement, right?”
The 25th of every month was the YouTube settlement day. In other words, it means that today was both Christmas and settlement day.
I’ve never forgotten the settlement date.
I forgot about it because I was preparing for Christmas and spending it with Yeondoo.
I was amazed by myself. Well, it didn’t really matter. There is no difference or disadvantage given by seeing it late.
I’ll go straight to “Creator Studio”.
It went into “Oh”.
As always, the first thing that came to mind was the number of subscribers.
Just looking at it was a dizzying figure. Since we were close to 1.5 million subscribers.
I remember it was around 1.2 million on the last day of settlement.
It’s about 300,000 in a month.
It was different.
Come to think of it, there were many videos with tremendous views in a month.
There was a huge video of me going to the countryside to make kimchi.
“Among them, Sun Dong’s secret place.”
The number of views of the star-viewing video exploded unexpectedly there.
In addition, it recorded the number of views that did not lag behind the videos of the parent’s observation class.
However, the rest of the videos did not fall significantly.
The video with the lowest view count easily exceeded a million.”
While doing YouTube, I got to know various other channels.
I didn’t mean to, but I naturally noticed the number of views.
In the process, I could know.
“The scarcity of Yeondoo Tube.”
It wasn’t at a rare level, it just wasn’t there. A channel that doesn’t drop a single video like this.
This means that subscribers have great affection for Yeondoo.
To the point where I just came to see Yeondoo before the content of the video.
After checking the subscriber, my hand naturally moved.
It was time to check the main topic, profit.
[October 25th – November 24th]
It was the following month, so it was the profit generated last month.
I lowered the mouse cursor with a trembling heart.
[Estimated profit] $67,211.
[Estimated advertising revenue] $67,211.
Now, the calculation in my head is really not accurate.
It’s not because of a lack of memorization, but because the amount is too large.
I went to the portal site and knocked on the calculator.
$67,211 = 80,854,833 won.
Oh my god.
Literally, my mouth opened wide. Profit increased in proportion to the subscriber.
It was almost 100 million won if I caught it a little wide.
“This is about it.”
I was scared beyond surprise.
Looking at something makes me feel like my head is spinning.
I rushed out of the Creator Studio.
I could feel it when I shook my head.
The fact that the amount I saw is reality. I get used to it no matter how many times I see it.
After being surprised, more surprising figures unfold in front of you the next month.
“It’s not that I’m saying something that doesn’t exist.”
I wished I could have made less profit. It doesn’t take this much money to live happily with Yeondoo,
Because it’s too much for me to handle.
“Let’s think about it.”
I thought I needed to think slowly.
How to manage is the wisest way.
As I came to my senses, I took a deep breath and clicked on the video.
It was a video of playing in the snow field uploaded before Christmas.
Edited the scene of rolling around in the snow and making a snowman.
And in this video, Naeun, who I met before breaking up, also appeared.
My mom told me this before.
‘I’m rather happy. I can show you around me. Na Eun rode Yeondoo Tube. Hehe.”
It wasn’t that difficult to fulfill that wish.
I just needed to put a little bit of the back in.
Are you really going to brag? Naeun and Yeon.
I got on YouTube.
You’re imagining everything.
That’s how I clicked on the comment box. As expected, there were full of laughing comments.
Hey! I was waiting for you!
I waited so hard after seeing the picture posted on KK One Star. When will the video of us playing with our eyes be uploaded?
I agree. It’s being used as a preview for Yeondoo One Star Yeondoo Tube.
It wasn’t just me.
Nhhh! Hhh! How long has it been since I had soft tofu?
HJ: He really looks like a fairy of green and pure white.
I would believe that he suddenly appeared in front of me and said I was a fairy of snow.
I’ve felt this for a long time, but isn’t Yeondoo different no matter what she does? I can’t express it in words.
Wow, I agree. Then each action is… When I eat, play, and talk to Green.
He looks deep in thought, but at the same time he’s like a real baby. What’s certain is… Every moment is cute.
I’m improving. Be Yeondoo forever!
I knew what the subscribers felt.
The meaning of saying that it feels different.
Q: What’s with the last one? Q: A baby appears more than Yeondoo. Yeondoo’s beauty explodes.
You’re really the cutest trio. Break my heart!
The miraculous conversation between the baby and Yeondoo is bursting out laughing. Are you the only one jealous? Yeondoo’s favorite…
I can’t believe he’s younger than me.
What do you mean? You have the world.
We couldn’t leave out silly comments. While laughing, the comments that come into my eyes.
Green… You know, right? I’m looking forward to the Christmas special video. Huh. 1.
You didn’t forget about the shoot because you and Yeondoo were in love, right? No way… (Sigh.
Who do you think Green is? Not as much as Yeondoo, but green.
How much do you care about us? (Laughs)
I’m sorry. I made a mistake.
As it is a special feature, I look forward to at least seven episodes. It’s better if you upload it all at once.
I expected it, but there were also many. There are comments about the Christmas special video.
There were also some embarrassing parts.
“Seven episodes is too much.”
No matter how much I think about it, seven episodes…
It was too much.
It’s even more difficult to upload it all at once.
Fortunately, however, I didn’t forget the filming.
“There are some parts that I forgot to film or didn’t film on purpose.”
Even considering that, it was enough to make a video.
However, there was a scene that could not be uploaded even though it was filmed.
It was none other than the scene where I read the letter.
I want to share most things with my subscribers without hiding it.”
There were moments when only the two of them wanted to remember and share. The moment when he read the letter was one of them.
In fact, it was a shoot that started with the intention of uploading a video at first.
It wasn’t anymore. In the process, Yeondoo got hurt for the first time.
He took it out and showed it to me. In other words, I’m the only one who opened my heart.
That was the meaning.
I can’t be sure that it’s completely open.
The same was true of anyone other than subscribers.
I didn’t want to share that moment, and I couldn’t either.
I’m abandoning the faith Yeondoo showed me.
As they are subscribers who care about Yeondoo, they will understand.
There’s also a time when only the two of us have to share.
Then my role was simple.
Rewarding by making moments that can be shared with subscribers into the highest quality video possible.
Videos taken in my head began to come to mind.
How should I make a video?
After contemplating for a long time, I fell asleep.
I Become a Doting Father chapter 216