I Become a Doting Father 145
I Become a Doting Father chapter 145
“I don’t have any.” Thinking about dating.”
When I gave the answer, I felt something strange.
It was a conversation that continued without interruption, but I couldn’t hear anything.
I didn’t answer so quietly that I couldn’t hear it.
In the end, I turned my head and looked at Shin Se-yeon.
Shin Se-yeon was looking downward with her hand on her knee. Tooth
Feeling strange, I looked at it for a while, and Shin Se-yeon slightly turned her eyes, perhaps conscious.
For such a short time, I and her eyes crossed.
Then Shin Se-yeon avoided her eyes somewhat unnatural. It feels like I don’t know where to look.
I’m worried about what I’ve never seen before.
Done, I opened my mouth.
“Is it too hot, Seyeon?” Then we can go out together.”
Shin Se-yeon replied, shaking her head.
“No, it’s not hot at all.”
“I was thinking about something else…”
“Haha, isn’t it too much to ask a sincere question and think about something else?”
“… I’m sorry.”
I was joking, but I sincerely apologize.
It feels weird to do it.
She smiled lightly and spoke…
“But I heard the answer. You said you don’t have any, right? Thinking about dating.”
“Yes. When it comes to relationships between seniors and juniors, the first thing is that I don’t have anyone to date with,
“Why? I think there’s going to be a lot…”
I’m grateful that you at least say it like this. I smiled and opened my mouth.
“No. And even if there’s such a person, there’s another object I want to focus on now.”
She immediately said if she noticed the intention of what I was saying.
“Ah! You’re talking about Yeondoo, right?””
Unfortunately, it wasn’t completely the answer I thought of.
Should I say that it is half right and half wrong?
The answer to the other half is the answer.
replied with a nod.
“That’s right. And I want to focus on myself.”
“To Yeondoo and Joowon?”
Somehow, there was a quite serious conversation going back and forth.
I turned my head slightly again to check her expression.
“You don’t look tired.”
It’s definitely good at enduring hot places.
I thought it would be.
If so, I thought it would be the right time.
It was also related to the answer I just said, and it was something I had to tell Shin Se-yeon someday.
Before I talked, I hinted at it.
“It may take too long. Is it okay?” If it’s hard, I’ll put it off later.”
“No, it’s not!”
“I want to hear it now.”
Mo who looks at me with shining eyes like a child.
The humidity made me laugh.
I started talking about what I was going to say in earnest.
“In fact, Yeondoo is…”
It was the same story as what was told to Beomjae and Donggeon in the bath.
In short, the story of the relationship between me and Yeondoo.
‘Somehow, it’s my second time today alone.
After talking for a long time, I stopped talking. The sound of me sobbing…
Since we heard it.
It happened to be the age that made Dong-gun and Beom-jae, followed by Shin Se-yeon cry.
I opened my mouth like a joke.
“Don’t cry.” It’s already hot, but if you cry, it gets hotter.”
“… I didn’t know.”
“Of course. Because I didn’t tell you.”
“What’s wrong with me?”
She continued, wiping tears with the back of her hand.
“I didn’t know there would be such a story for a bright and pretty child like Yeondoo. That’s why…
“It reminds me of the first time we met.” When Yeondoo asked me what the playground was, I thought it was a little strange. I wonder if it’s possible to do that no matter how weak your body is. The eyes follow you like that.
I can see it… “Of course, it looks like that.”
As expected, Shin Se-yeon felt strange.
It was her consideration that she laughed off casually.
Her words also reminded me of the memories of that time and broke my heart.
It’s like that.”
Anyway, I finished talking to her until the end.
The reason why I started talking about this was when I was talking about what I should focus on.
“I said I wanted to focus on Yeondoo and myself.”
The reason why not only Yeondoo but also me were added to the target was simple.
I don’t think I’ve become a “real father” yet.
The definition of “real dad” I think could be summarized in one line.
I just wanted to be a great father no matter who looks at it, not just a good father for Yeondoo.
I had to focus on Yeondoo and take care of myself at the same time.
I had to be a person who could proudly introduce myself as Yeondoo’s father.
To do so, I couldn’t afford to look elsewhere. Whether it’s a relationship or something else.
I also talked about that idea.
After the long story, she said |.
“Joo Won, you’re really incredible.
Embarrassed by the embarrassing compliment, I shook my hand and said.
“No, it’s natural since you brought Yeondoo.”
“No one would have been able to do that. If it weren’t for Joo Won.”
“Thank you for saying that.”
Shin Se-yeon smiled and opened her mouth.
“Then Joo Won wasn’t married. I was mistaken like a fool.
“It’s natural to misunderstand.” If you don’t tell me, there won’t be anyone who can think of this story.”
She made a strange look and continued to talk.
“Since you talked about it, should I be fair?” Our situation is different, but it’s a similar situation.”
“If it’s hard to say, you don’t have to say it. I don’t seek fair give and take in this kind of thing.”
“Haha, I see. Then what if I want to talk about it?”
I answered with a smile.
“Then tell me.”
If you want to talk, it was human’s duty to listen.
Honestly, it’s not like I don’t have any questions.
She took a deep breath and calmly opened her mouth.
“In fact, unlike Joowon,
It’s very normal. Not long after getting married, my husband met another woman and split up. That’s all.”
“No, what kind of…”
Wait. I stopped talking and calmed down.
For a moment, a violent word almost popped out of my mouth.
Even so, swearing at my ex-husband was not a good scene to see.
So I only talked in my heart.
“You’re not completely crazy.”
Of course, the wind itself was wrong.
However, I couldn’t believe that I met another woman over Shin Se-yeon.
No, more than that, I couldn’t believe that I did it over Sieun.
I calmed down and opened my mouth.
“It’s not an ordinary story at all.”
“Is it? But it’s understandable because we didn’t want each other in the first place.”
“… Why did you get married when you didn’t want to?”
After asking, he seemed to be asking something nuance.
I hurried to continue.
“Oh, I’m not saying anything. “I’m just curious.”
“It was silly. It was just the marriage that the family wanted.”
Marry someone you don’t want at home?
For me, it felt like I was listening to a different world.
To me like that, Shin Seyeon has a bright neck.
I said it with sound.
“But I don’t regret it.” Because I got Sieun.”
I talked with a nod.
“Seyeon will be able to meet a good man soon.” These days, it’s not a very flawed era.”
“… Do you really think so?”
She had something more to say.
“And I’m really grateful to Seyeon.”
“In fact, I was at a loss at first. Bring Yeondoo, send her to daycare center for the first time, how to raise her, what to do for her, and how to treat her. I didn’t get a clue at all. But every word Seyeon said helped me a lot.”
I wasn’t exaggerating. Shin Se-yeon was one of the best parenting seniors in me.
Thanks to her, I was able to raise Yeondoo without much difficulty.
“Of course… I’ll continue to help you a lot.”
“I like it. There’s still a lot I don’t know.”
She said with a playful look.
“Ask anything, hoobae!”
“Ha ha, yes, sunbae.”
That’s how the implicit parenting alliance was formed.
All right, then.
There was a warm sleeping room in the jjimjilbang, so I could sleep comfortably.
“I thought it could be dangerous, so I slept tight with Yeondoo.”
Thus, the first night out with Yeondoo ended successfully.
I broke up with them promising to be back.
Come to think of it, Yerim and Juyeon…
I couldn’t tell you that.
“We’ll keep our mouths shut until Haengnim says it.”
Since Dong-gun said so, you don’t know until I say it.
Well, it didn’t matter. The time to talk will come again. It was a matter of promising next time. Before I knew it, a dark night came.
I took out my camera and looked at the videos taken at Oseon World.
Of course, most of them were videos of Yeondoo.
A smile naturally spread around my mouth while watching the video.
“You won’t have to worry for a while.”
The contents of Yeondoo Tube seemed to be free from worries for the time being.
It was full of videos from a water park that made us laugh by itself.
And there was another thing to pay attention to other than YouTube.
I took out my cell phone and went into One Star Gram.
It was an account with a picture posted by Juyeon.
The nickname of the account is yeondoo0306, which combines Yeondoo’s name and birthday.
What surprised me was the reaction to the account and picture.
“It’s been a day since I made an account.
There were already tens of thousands of followers.
When it comes to YouTube, followers could be viewed as the same concept as subscribers.
It was a huge number, even though it was not promoted on a separate YouTube channel.
In addition, the number of likes and comments was beyond imagination.
“If you look at it numerically.”
It was a faster pace than YouTube grew.
As expected, it was no joke because it was a world-class platform.
I think there are a lot of followers who tagged Juyeon after he posted the picture.
The comment section was not very different from YouTube.
– What is this? Is this Yeondoo’s account? Jjinim? – L? Jjinim? I’m Ha Joo-yeon’s follower, but I tagged this account while uploading a picture. | Who is Ha Juyeon? Yeondoo and an acquaintance.
I guess you’re not a subscriber to Yeondoo’s YouTube channel. In the video, Green draws Ha Joo-yeon’s channel art.
I got caught. Just pretend to know because the baby is so cute. Is the channel called Yeondoo Tube? I’m going to watch it now.
I didn’t expect this. It seemed that there would be a considerable number of people entering YouTube through Onestagram.
There’s no need to say the opposite.
“It looks like you have a lot of subscribers to Yeondoo Tube.”
Most of the comments were written by people who already knew Yeondoo.
The silly comments in the comment section were not much different from those of Yeondoo Tube.
Of course, it was a silly comment in a good sense.
Wow, so cute. I should’ve gone to Oseon World yesterday. Ah… Mitch | Green! You thought about it well! jean
I was wondering when she would do one-stargram. I don’t know about her YouTube video, but you know her one-star photo a day, right? (Laughs)
What do you mean, one green a day? You can post a couple of one-star photos on a single post! No more, no less. Just 1.
Nine of these hieungs appear here, too.
I don’t know if it’s a confirmation bias, but it feels scary every time I see it because I think it’s scary. | I quickly looked down.
But there are only pretty people around Yeondoo. Why are they all so pretty?
That’s true. The friend next to Yeondoo looks really pretty, too. Like a zoo.
I think it’s a baby who left. | Ha Juyeon doesn’t know everything, but she’s pretty U.
Business card. I have a lot of YouTube subscribers and a lot of one-star followers.
Kkkkk I’m the second most eye-catching boy after Yeondoo. He’s pretending to be cool with a straw in his mouth.
| You thought the same thing as me, kkkk
Dong-gun was also receiving more attention than expected.
“Look at this. It’s a photo comment that my dad posted yesterday.”
“Oh! I want to see Yeondoo, too!”
Soon, Yeondoo came next to me and read the comments. I felt it for sure. I’m sure that my reading skills have improved.
‘Although pronunciation is slow to improve.
I can feel that I’m getting better slowly, so I don’t think I need to worry.
I also confirmed that there was no problem with art therapy and examination.
I looked at Yeondoo happily reading the comments.
Oh, by the way. One Stargram had a slight difference from YouTube.
If abbreviated in English, it was a message function called DM.
Communication between account holders and followers was much simpler than YouTube.
Although it was difficult to read all of them because it came too much.
“There are two main types.”
One was a suggested e-mail suggesting a beauty model.
It wasn’t really unfamiliar because it was flying a lot on YouTube.
The other was the followers’ DM.
There were many encouraging messages or comments talking about scenes I wanted to see on Yeondoo Tube.
“It feels much more direct and friendly than YouTube.”
I could hear the thoughts of subscribers, so I thought it would definitely help me think about the content. Above all, it was good that One Stargram itself was a photo platform. | Photographs need editing, unlike videos.
Because it’s overflowing.
“Juyeon got help again.”
The thought made me smile. While reading the comments with Yeondoo for a long time, I put my cell phone in my pocket.
Soon after, Yeondoo was bleeding.
I fell asleep because I was in trouble.
It was understandable because it was already quite late at night.
“Then shall we get started?”
As always, the time Yeondoo fell asleep was during the editing time.
It’s been a few days since I uploaded a video on Yeondoo Tube.
It was time to pay more attention to YouTube than to One Stargram.
“Because I can see it even if I don’t look at the comments.”
There must have been countless hieups coming up.
It was better to edit at that time than to check and be scared.
Judging so, I sat in front of the desktop. Editing was done smoothly as always.
But I had no choice but to put down the mouse on the way.
I don’t know when I woke up because Yeondoo touched me when I woke up.
I turned my head and looked at it, but something was not unusual.
“Why are you so red?”
Yeondoo’s face was strangely red.
It was not at the level of flushing because he was usually shy.
Surprised, I grabbed Yeondoo’s shoulders with both hands and opened my mouth.
“What’s wrong, Yeondoo?”
A trembling word came out of Yeondoo’s mouth.
“Yeondu, it hurts. Dad…”
I Become a Doting Father chapter 145