I Become a Doting Father 115
I Become a Doting Father chapter 115
“Aren’t you really crazy?””
It sounded rather aggressive as I heard it. If I had said this without context, I might have been hurt. But I could see it intuitively. I’m asking in a good way. Knowing that, I responded as if nothing had happened.
“What does it mean?”
“No… This really doesn’t make sense.”
“What do you mean it doesn’t make sense?” He really doesn’t know. Oh.
“By the way to go.
He deliberately used a speech that made him upset. As I kept asking her if she didn’t know, she eventually said.
“You’re so pretty!””
Only then did I smile and answer.
“Ha ha, it’s good to be pretty. Why are you angry?”
“Do you pay for it?” “No, I’m not angry…” “I really didn’t imagine…” “What?” “It’s my children’s workbook, but I didn’t expect this quality.” “I know. You can look forward to it.
When I checked her reaction, my curiosity was naturally solved. I was wondering if I could exceed Seo Ji-hye’s intentionally raised expectations.
It seems that it has easily exceeded that expectation.
“I’m not overreacting…” This is a real horse.
Seeing him talking, it seemed that he was talking on the phone while looking at the study paper. She didn’t stop and asked as if muttering.
“It’s like you and Woo Young”.
Did you two draw it?”Yes, that’s right.” “Is that possible?”
“It’s possible. It’s in your hand”.
I think I’ve improved.
Maybe it’s because you noticed that I was holding it in my hand. I could hear the sound of carefully putting down the paper. It wasn’t long before she said.
“… I’m really glad I asked you to do it.
“I’m glad you like it.” “It’s not just that I like it. In fact, I looked up a lot of other workbooks while producing them. But I’ve never seen such quality before.
“I see. I looked it up, too.” “What?” “I looked it up before I started working. As Jihye said, there was no learning place with pretty paintings.”
It was not necessary to draw according to the level of painting just because it was a study book for the same child. Rather, it was possible to differentiate by improving the quality of areas that others did not care about. Furthermore, I think that the importance of writing is very high in my study materials.
I thought about it, and I told Seo Ji-hye about those thoughts.
I didn’t say it in a arrogant way.
Since I said, “You can look forward to it,” I showed enough confidence. Now I was just talking about what I thought. Seo Ji-hye opened her mouth after hearing everything without saying a word.
“You’re… I think you’re amazing the more I see you.”
I answered with a big smile.
“I think I’ve already been on enough planes. “You’ll get motion sickness at this rate.” “No, I’m saying this from the bottom of my heart.
After saying that, Seo Ji-hye continued to talk. Looking at the voice, it definitely didn’t feel like talking as a joke.
“Even if you think so, it’s hard to put it into action.” Even if I move it, I’ll give up quickly. But you’re…
In the end, it was simple to summarize what she said. That I am amazing for not giving up on high quality and completing it until the end. In fact, I appreciate the compliment, but it was a story that was hard to agree with.
“Because I’m not.”
I’m the amazing person Seo Jihye talks about.
It wasn’t. In short, the great person she talks about is “a person who moves his thoughts into action and makes it to the end.” I could tell just by thinking about the past six years I spent helplessly. The fact that I’m not that kind of person, but I’m a person.
I didn’t even think about it.
I didn’t even think about doing anything. Because I couldn’t find joy in any part of my life. Of course, we’ll achieve satisfactory results this time.
I’m not denying that I left it. As Ji-hye said, I did not give up and achieved satisfactory results.
‘It’s not because I’m amazing.
I won’t give up and achievements…
There was one reason why I was able to pay. Because a precious person, that is, Yeondoo, was born. I wanted to be a father who was not ashamed of Yeondoo. To do that, I had to prove myself the value of my existence.
“Simply, Yeondoo’s favorite dad…”
This is because he wanted to be a father that Yeondoo could rely on. In fact, the more I concentrated on painting and accumulated results, the more rewarding I felt. I felt like I was reaching that goal one step at a time. In the end, it wasn’t me who changed me. It was Yeondoo. Of course, I only thought about it in my heart.
“Thank you for saying that.”
“What? I’m telling you the truth.” “Because you were like that from the beginning…”
Huh? What does this mean? The word “first” sounded quite awkward. I muttered with a strange look.
“First time?” “Yes, first time.” “What did you say when you first saw me?”
What is it’
Seo Ji-hye replied with a smile.
When I first met Seo Ji-hye, there was only one scene that came to mind. When she said hello while starting her part-time job during vacation. Not only did we not know each other, but it was quite awkward. That’s all I remember then.
But I can’t believe it was like that from the beginning.
In the context, I think it’s right to understand that I looked great from the beginning. I was working part-time in my mid-20s.
It can’t have looked great. Meanwhile, something popped up in my mind.
“Come to think of it, Jihye is not good at smoking.”
You memorized it, right? “Yes. But why all of a sudden? “When I first saw it, I thought I was amazing.” “I wonder if it’s because you memorized cigarettes well…” “Pfft.”
Seo Jihye burst into laughter at my question.
I didn’t mean to crack a joke.
It looks like it made me smile. Seo Ji-hye said in a voice full of laughter.
“That can’t be true.” “Then what is it?”
Seo Ji-hye spat out a meaningful answer to my question.
“I don’t know. The way you and I think of each other”
I guess the notes are different.”
“Yeondoo.” “Yes.” “Just in case… Do you know what moving is?”
There was one reason to ask Yeondoo this question. This is because I have been strongly feeling the need for a director recently. Of course, it couldn’t be said that being narrow was just bad. If I were living alone, this place was enough to stay.
“Actually, I’ve been alone here for years.”
But now the situation has changed. I couldn’t stay here with Yeondoo forever. It was too small to do that.
“I’m doing well now.”
There have been many problems that will occur in the future as well as in the present. The biggest problem among them was that it was too closed here. There is a small window, but there was no sunlight because it was facing north.
It was a studio apartment that came in with little consideration of the residential environment in the first place.
It was too poor an environment to be honest with raising a child. In my opinion, there was only one advantage of living here. The fact that there are few risk factors for Yeondoo to get hurt due to the narrow range of behavior.
“I can be with Yeondoo for a long.
It has its advantages.
It wasn’t necessarily an advantage of being a studio apartment here.
It goes without saying that it’s good to be together in a pleasant environment. Furthermore, as Yeondoo grows, the disadvantages become more prominent. There will be more things you need than now, and you will need more space.
“You can’t hear anything.”
Now, there was no room for anything at all. We didn’t have enough space to hang the clothes we bought at “EDEN”.
If I bought bulky winter clothes, there would be nowhere to put them. Of course, that didn’t mean to blindly decide on a director.
“You have to be ready.”
I didn’t dream of a very good residential environment right away. I could be satisfied with Woo-young’s house that I went to last time. In the end, the important thing in moving was decided. It’s a better pill to raise Yeondoo.
Gyeong. And a cozy space to enjoy daily life with Yeondoo. Ironically, there was only one thing needed to move into such a space.
I needed money to move. Regardless of the method of moving, if you don’t have funds, move.
It was impossible. Knowing that, I haven’t talked about moving to Yeondoo until now. I didn’t want to give you any expectations.
But I brought up the story today.
It was because the situation changed.
[June 25th to July 24th]
[Estimated profit] $17,732.
Today was July 25th. Last month’s profit of 10.14 million won has already been deposited into the account. And this was the profit of the recent month that emerged in the creator studio.
“It’s because time has passed.”
When I checked earlier, I almost fainted without exaggerating. In terms of conversion, it was almost 22 million won. More than last month, which I thought was awesome,
It has more than doubled. This was the reason why I brought up the story of moving to Yeondoo.
I didn’t think at all that this was my money. I promised to spend the profits of Yeondoo Tube solely for Yeondoo.
The same was true of directors. I didn’t want to rationalize just because it was for Yeondoo. So I also planned to add as much money as possible.
“Even if you pull it all together, if it’s not enough, earn it and pay back
I’m thinking of doing it.”
It was funny to think that way. He’s a dad who thinks about paying his daughter’s
Yeondoo must have no thoughts. While thinking that, Yeondoo’s answer…
I heard it.
“Moving?” “Yes.” “What is that?” “Moving is moving where you live.
From here to another place.” “Oh, are you going to move?” | “Not right away, but I thought it would be better.”
For some reason, Yeondoo’s expression when she heard my answer suddenly darkened. Should I say that he looks like he’s going to burst into tears right away?
I opened my mouth in surprise.
“What’s wrong with you, Yeondoo?” “Yeondoo doesn’t want to go with her dad”.
Only then did I realize that there was a misunderstanding.
“Oh, no, Yeondoo!” “Huh?” “My dad isn’t the only one moving. I’m trying to live in a better house with Yeondoo.” “A better house?” “Yes. Sieun… No, it’s Wooyoung’s.
You live in a bigger house like a house. With my dad and Yeondoo.”
I took Sieun’s house as an example and turned the line. Fortunately, Yeondoo’s expression returned to its original state. The misunderstanding seemed to have been resolved in my explanation. I stroked Yeondoo’s head and said.
“Haha, my dad left Yeondoo alone and went somewhere else”.
“There’s no way you’ll go.” “Yes…” “You don’t have to worry about that in the future,
You can. My dad doesn’t leave Yeondoo or anything like that. Got it?
Only then did Yeondoo smile and nod. Then he looked around and muttered.
“Yeondu likes the house…” “Huh?” “Yeondu likes this place!” There’s a secret box, a bed, and my dad uses it too!” “Ha ha, I see.”
I was somewhat proud to hear my dad speak the loudest. Separately, I agreed to some extent with Yeondoo.
“I did get attached to it.”
It was true that I became attached to this space. In particular, it is a space where many memories were accumulated while living with Yeondoo. I thought I would often think of it when I moved. The memories here… However, knowing when to send it was a virtue of life.
‘I don’t know when I’ll move.
The memory here was a good memory, and all I had to do was live a more enjoyable time. Unlike me in the past, I was confident that I would. Yeondoo, who makes us laugh just by being together, was next to us. I’m already starting to look forward to it. The times I’ll spend with Yeondoo in the future.
I Become a Doting Father chapter 115